... or classed as irreplaceable and therefore of what the new manageable place in my home, the caravan will share with me and may, therefore I will deal in the coming weeks here. What was the question very well, which ballast to throw it otherwise, and in general is the dawn of a "moving" life to live which I've decided. Well, some women brought the change of hot flashes and sleepless nights, he will first make me my life. While I am being asked to part with everything that makes a woman not proud, but simply old and hard.
Thanks to the conflicts of the last Days by the name of this blog because I'm also a big chunk pushed, I would have certainly overlooked in other circumstances. As it is with the fat wildcards in your life when one has already used extensively.
my life I was always looking for the piece of unoccupied space in which this as I do, which is (almost) any category really fits just right. That was so must have lain at the blatant lack of suitable mirrors. For a first known white only, therefore, what it is because it finds itself in others. Or not. Music we hear, because we perceive the resonances. My music was first muted. And because the counterpart near about as numerous as the three golden hairs from the nose of the devil grandmother, I'm gone off into the world as one that tried their luck and like-minded people.
Now it so that a large (190 cm) and physically disabled woman (sigh, that says woman but not in public!) With a not exactly average intelligence quotient and a rather unusual to be named biography will soon not that you do not directly and a priori (which means BEFORE any experience!) assume dominant, to be bossy and possessive. Assumed superiority, and it is derived only from the physical size of her, still seems to be done, feel that the one or the other is automatically inferior to small ud.
It is an automatic, and uses one of his reasons probably has some experience vorevolutionären: care, caution, there is a big animal! And because large equally dangerous, the adrenaline level rises in the air and encouraged to escape or attack. Here are times purely biologically, the largest creatures, the good-natured. Or has ever seen a one blue whale, which plunges to a small man? No, the history, thanks Mobby dick around just different.
all my efforts, so friendly, accommodating, peaceful and cooperative to be as possible, as little space as only just go with 190 cm and 90 kg to take advantage and over again to shut up, so that nobody falls in terror attack in the biting have finally purely availed nothing. Time, therefore, the attempt to appear more benign than I am to pack in the box! This energetic effort in the future I am no longer cope with more.
belong in the same box then the authorities. Which I turned on the lookout for people like me can not avoid coming out of the whole sting out somehow, whether they like it or not. Many I have met along the way, and many have me with her courage to so-and-not-otherwise-be strengthened. No matter if that was just as popular or was lowest category of human existence. Many were lifted out of this as I have chosen-not voluntary. Only those who are not in our shoes to keep the extra-ordinary being for a gift. For others, it's like the shaman, who holding my laughter, because an inexperienced asks for Inauguration: What would willingly choose such a path?
I could never rob a bank and also a secret rendezvous would be short-lived. On every street there are at least 10 people staring at me like I was the seventeenth wonder of the world and provide a precise description of person, certainly later could. Only as far as the sex they could possibly go wrong. For although blessed with meaningful secondary sexual characteristics, I am already in my Roaring-Twenties were often kept for a man in drag than a true-type female specimen. Probably lags feminine to the lack of restraint. Or the rejection of invisibility, is occupied by any of the cripple in the Federal Republic gesundheitsstrotzenden. No, I think, on closer inspection, no one would like to share with me in the long run. And even though I lead a very happy life. is
Contrary to common belief mere "Otherness" automatically "be worse turn" associated with. On the contrary, the opportunity for a closer look at these border existence completely new rooms. Because the border is nothing more natural. No affiliation, but no rules.
now say yes to one or the other, we need rules in order to orient ourselves. Or at least to grow with them. The latter assumption I would not be quite reluctant. Only rules have a significant disadvantage: They require generalizability. And that is just in borderline cases, by definition, tend not given. Shall settle use in general only those to which they correspond and not those at they hold. Nice example is the taxes. Or the financial markets. Or the economy, very roughly and very generally. be
As a young man in the rule-free space and as a young woman at a time when being a woman broke straight out all the tricks I was looking for people, women I might have as to how one lives in undefined. I thought he had found and made it to my authority.
Because they play the way that had her were gone so inimitably I tried to do the same suit. What I overlooked it (what you see by my lack of experience) was that a way can not go twice in the same way. From behind I had it towed to me like a creeping infection, the hope of generalizability.
And I did not: I put these authorities, mostly women, set in their nonconformity, their Uniquarität. As unique and unusual, they had to please always be. In every situation and at all times.
was
So, what had begun as a request for information and born of the lack of alternatives to my own personal Reglementarium. For the degree with which I could only fail, because my life was just not like that my self-made authority.
The disappointment I feel now often based on my authority, the to be a matter not so free, so unbiased, so open and so are singled out as I would like it to me thought is the mirror of my expectations, in which I have to look today. And depicted in it is a claim that lacks its foundation. Power is delusional if it is not connected to humanity and the knowledge of our nature, the things too short and too little to see. And pride is not fanaticism when it comes to quality and therefore Gr0ßzügigkeit ridden. Then we can bring down the monuments only.
So I grab it so in the case, those authorities who have taken too long too much space in my thinking. I added them to pack up my false moderation mimicry and inappropriate. A leaf is a leaf is a leaf. And I'm still me, even if I do not even believe it myself!
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